Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People:
1. "if you dont stop being such a perverted idiot I'll give you a black eye!"
2. (to my bro's prosecutors) "you call yourself a human being?! Do you actually have a brain and a heart?! LETS FIGHT" (>< rawr... I dont wanna kill anyone but I'd loooove to have a nice 'friendly' spar with certain people...)
3. 'No sir, my ability to be a leader and fly helicopters has freaking nothing to do with how fast i can run 2 miles! arent you just the least bit happy about me being able to do waaaay more push ups than most women?' ><
4. 'wanna come to church with me?' :3
5. 'my strength depends largely on you'
6. 'what youre doing is freakin unforgivable but i have to forgive you anyway' ><;
7. 'you think women are toys do you?! BUTTKICK TIME'
8. 'dont you realize all the stupid crap we do in this life will bite us in the butt in the next?'
9. 'I wish you could understand what's really most important in life.'
10. 'the things most worthwhile in life take the most effort to attain'

....lol ok seriously I have much nicer things to say to ppl, the reason theres so many violent ones on this list is because theyre the things I DONT say.... the rest are too corny to say XD and the church one I dont say as much as I should cuz i dont wanna offend/drive away ppl even though I just wanna help em...

Nine things about myself:
1. I agree with Heather, RP is too addicting! x_x but my life will be too busy to accommodate it soon which is probably for the best (sorry chris I have fun rping but its just not productive...)
2. I FREAKIN LOVE KITTIES. I swear, if I was fighting some badguy and he took a kitty as a hostage it would work almost as well as taking a human hostage lol... and if anyone hurt a kitty in front of me....hoooooly crap they'd be pounded in like 3 seconds.
3. I'm very religious and loving and I'm a total peacemaker when it comes to allies, friends and family. the idea of having bad blood between me and one of these groups is something I can barely stand. yet.... I'm also pretty freakin' violent. I get a LOT of fun out of sparring, wrestling etc... and I believe in the truth that sometimes violence is needed to protect the ones you love and I'm fully willing to use it in the army. sometimes theres just no other way. Killing will suck, though...
4. speaking of contradictions in my personality, there's a ton of them. I get pissed at ppl in the army who think fitness (especially running >< is everything, yet I strive to be as fit as i can and take some stupid pride in my arm strength.
5. I also strive to be as pure and virtuous as I can be yet I love black and halloween and I frequently dress in clothes that involve lots of black and chains and bullets and generally un-good looking stuff.
6. I really love being creative and drawing writing sculpting etc... but I just dont have time for it very much anymore. pretty much all I usually have time for is sketching and that makes me kinda sad
7. I'm loyal to a fault. I wont even let myself think other guys are cute at all cuz my fiancee has all the cuteness I need. I'll also stick up for ppl when theyre being talked bad about even if the bad stuff being said is true. cuz c'mon, ppl. gossip is so dang childish -_-; I feel really bad if I talk bad about ppl at all.
8. It's part of my mission in life to be friendly and get ppl t trust me, yet my social skills...well, they stink. I'm kinda unsocial most of the time, make friends very slowly, and usually avoid talking with ppl i'm not familiar with. yet, if I see someone who needs my help, I'm willing to be more outgoing to connect with them
9. I really really like flying. Flying helicopters is friggin' great. I'd love to be able to fly like a bird though....just imagine the freedom

Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Be Kyle
2. Be righteous
3. show me your love
4. spend time with me
5. be kind and good natured to animals and children
6. back up what you say
7. dont be egotistical or tyrannical
8. be fun

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. how much better I could be doing at living the gospel >< I hate being weak and lazy
2. I wish I could help people more than i do, a lot more....and be there for them instead of over here in freakin alabama!
3. violence....lol >< I tell you, dont show violent stuff to your kids, they may come out a twisted violence freak like me!
4. my personal life is going incredibly well, but the lives of many who i love are going very bad... so i'm kinda half happy half sad most of the time
5. KITTIES! dragons are actually my favorite animal and they cross my mind a lot too, but I own two kitties and theyre soo cute ;_; my doggie is so cute too! gah i love animals!
6. Am I forgetting something? I hate forgetting things and theres a lot of moving parts in my life so a frequently wonder if I'm forgetting something ><
7. LIFE RAWKS. even pain = gain you know, so even if your life sucks at times it'll make your stronger so try to enjoy it all!

Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. call my sweet cheetah (kyle) to say goodnight
2. brush mah teeth
3. put my kitties in their room so they wont wake me up running around at 2 am
4. read my scriptures
5. say a prayer
6. think about various stuff for a while, which usually includes what I'm doing tomorrow, kyle and family, and....yeah, maybe some violence. bad violence, bad

Five places I want to visit:
1. Japan
2. China (to see the great wall)
3. uuuhh....Korea
4. Australia and Africa. I dig safaris
5. anywhere else with beautiful nature and interesting culture

Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. underwear. with flowers. SHUT UP ILL KILL YA >_>
2. sports bra
3. a heart-shaped white gold necklace kyle got for me
4. ....a scowl =_=

Three bands that I listen to often:
1. Story of the Year...luv hard rock, but not all their songs
2. Spill Canvas....again, not all their songs cuz a few have questionable content
3. uuuuuh.... song form video games :/

Two things I want to do before I die:
1. complete my mission in life (to God) and raise some kids. marriage would be on this list but im pretty sure thats gonna happen soon unless....a comet hits the earth or something lol
2. become an excellent soldier and fighter so i can defend my loved ones

One thing you believe in:
1. If everything else melted into nothing, I'd still believe in God and His Love